Saturday, January 25, 2014

it can't all be roses

It's funny how a couple of bad practice days can put me into a funk. It's as though I'm listening to myself with brand-new, highly-critical and ultraperceptive ears and bot, do I sound terrible. It's raining demotivation. I have a lesson tomorrow for which I'm unprepared; the little gains I made lately have all faded into fuzz; I wonder about quitting orchestras/lessons/camp...STOP. This is stupid and I need to remember that this will settle out eventually.

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